Post of the year

I don't want my holiday to end. That's my wisdom words of today since tommorow's the first day of school all over again. Most of my friends might have had enough of theirs already, but WELL PEOPLE, not me, not this girl, no.  Right now everything is sooo good I don't want this to end oh god please. I could finally reunited with my whole family, weeks ago we went to our hometown, Palembang. And happy new year! I don't know why I wasn't as hyped as I used to be when it comes to new years eve. But I honestly felt really glad to leave 2012. Indeed, 2012 was the hardest. Lots of tears, lots of emotions. And at some points I also think that Melly's attitude meter has reached its bitchiest last year. I don't blame anyone for that. I've come to the realization where I need to reflect, and learn, instead of whining, and instead of blaming. Because in the end of the day, what happened has happened. How regretful I feel towards anything won't change the fact that everything I feel regretful of has happened. I felt the need to declare my regrets on how I was obviously not nice at all to lots of people last year. I felt the need to confess my embarrassment upon how childish and immature I was. I promise to act better, I felt very disappointed at myself and I hopefully won't repeat the same mistakes I've made. Second, I felt that I did not document enough. Fatal, I think it was, in ways that I am not even able to recall certain pretty important occasions which with no question could have happened again in the future. And I won't let it happen again hopefully, I'm going to blog as much as I can. and also start writing diaries again, record videos, and also.. the simplest but in fact, the most important one, to take pictures & photographs of everything. Have a great year fellas!